Life left behide

Everyone knows true love only comes once in a life and i made that mistake of letting it go now its lost forever well that one person changed my life and i will never forget when i first layed my eyes on them ive always had that connection with them even wen we didn't talk we still had that feeling but whatver i cant worrie about the past but if i could i would change it but nothing i can do so thats life for you i hope i can see them one last time but i dont see that in the furture to come so i hope you do read this an understand what i mean love always kookie(writen aug 19, 2011)

Cant live without you

I want her in my arms agian just to have that feeling again she makes that feeling inside me feeling good inside like nothing before its better then anything i have felt. I dont know why but im like drawn to her like she is a magnet pulling me closer i cant stop thinkkng about her shes one of a kind nothing i have know before she makes me feel Alive inside nobody has done that to' me. I hope she understands that i trulyy do care and love her with all my heart and nothing could change that no matter what. Im really glad i met her when i did because she changed me when she enter into my life. It was a good change in my life i want to' be' with with her for a long time and have her in my life forever because it doesnt feel right to' not have her in my life. Yes people may say that she be' crazy but i dont care because she is who she is and i love that shes crazyy that makes her one of many she is really hard to replace and I wouldn't change her for the world. I'll give her the world and everything I have because if she be happy then I am happy I'll give her everything she needs. I will alwas be there for her and never leave her side as long as I am on this earth I will fight for her love and If someone trys messing with her you will have to take it up with me. Cuz if you think that u will get away with messsing with her you better think again. You are someone that I can think that I could be with you for a long time I want to have you next to me and if I lose you I don't want to see you in someone elses arms then It would be to late to get u back and you will find someone. I don't want that to happen because if. I lose you I don't know what I I would do without yu in my life you mean everything to me and anything. I LOVE YOU forever... I feel like my heart has been heald because of you your the person that puts a smile on myy face and makes me happy every day I see you in my life no matter how mad I get your alwas there for me. Even when Im pissed at someone you claim me down from fighting them and she knows that I can beat there ass but she doesn't want me to get hurt she did care alot about me and I hope she still does because I don't know how to say it I think I'm falling again I don't know why but it feels that way when I look at her like I never look at any one the same way I look at her I don't undersatnd why i'm feeling tthis way but I'm happy that I am fallib for her I hoping she understands how I feel about her every day I think about her and I can nt stop no matter what because every time I think about something different she comes back into my mind and then she stays up there every day like right now I'm thnking About her at this moment... I'm going to love her forever and ever she be that one person I trust with every thing even my life. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

Fuck drama

Look over time I can take a litle drama but right when I start going to this new school these stuipd girls think they are cool because they every body in the school they got mad cuz I didn't say hi to them or any thing so they wanted to get even with me by being bitch to me and start drama

Opean seas

I like to wake up in the morning to the sea beside me just the feelin of being free from lifes problems I don't like drama in my life but yet it cones right for me so I hit the opean seas to go fishing or just to go out There to think about things that happen in my life.. Some of my friends don't like to go fishingbi lovev it I am going this weekend to think about life and see how fix them I could sit outside on a boat all day I don't care if I catch anything I like to just be out there and not to be inside all day it feels like jail as if you were locked inside and could not leave I can not stay inside on a nice bad or even a colds day it's not me I like to be outside all the time and every chance I get or out on the opean waters. It's hard to say why but just being out there make me feel better inside and out

Over time

As you sit on the ground you see me walk down the street you fear me from just the look in my eyes scares you it's just that look that you I would want to kill you but over time when you know me from the inside out so don't judge me frist you dont know me like that but let's get this out if you fuck with me you will have a nother thing coming trust me I've seen bigger problems then you because you ant shit to me i've seen things you will never see in your life time.. My friends that stand by me till the day I die. My life has just been filled with hard times but my friends are there to make it all good..and if you fuck with ericka T,erica N,jenna,tabatha or anyone of my friends I will hunt your ass don't if it's the last thing I do I promise you if hurt any of them I will not stop and keep looking for you till I fall off this earth. "I could care less what you think of me but just fear me... Because if I have to look for you for fucking with one of my friends your dead.. If I am your friend and I will beside you till the end

The Truth about you

Hey look I don't like to say this much but this is the truth about you and why I picked you from them all.. First when I seen you I was sitting in the back of the class I look in the front where you sit I was thinking to myself I would like to get to know you because just the way you acted in class I liked that about you. You were different from every girl I have every met yu were loud, cute, nice, funny, I just knew from that day that I would like to know you better to understand how your life is. The day that the teacher moved me I was pissed but then she told to sit up front Then I got to sit right in front of you then you said watch my chair and then I said ok but yea that never worked because I moved it before you enter the class it would be funny cuz you wanted me to watch the chair and I did the oppsite to show you that I listen b ut something different haha time goes by so I didn't want to the time to leave me I was havingg fucking fun with you.. As we got to talking I go to know you better then as time went by I didn't know what to say but everybody thinks your crazy but I think your just a lost soul that need help by someone that has been though the same shit so I was tell you my life to let you that your the only that's had hard times so not that many people have been though the same shit yes I know it's hard to make it but you just have to trust me over time you will thank me because I will still beside you to the end I don't care if you will be going to a different school I will beside you till my last breath of air as long as you love me I will do anything just to help you anyway I can do your just one girl that I care live without your one of a kind I just may be CRAZYY but I don't care I love you ericka T. To the end of my life I could care less if you get me mad I could not live with out you out of my life till days end of time I LOVE You ericka!!!